What the hell were you thinking?

You stupid, stupid girl.

You really shouldn’t be spending too much time with Miguel. He’s not good for your health and you can’t be trusted to make sound decisions when he’s around.

Don’t even try to rationalize. You cannot keep on blaming your impulsiveness on other people. Your actions are your own and you know that.

And when you make a commitment, you better make sure you follow through. You cannot keep on starting things you cannot finish. There is a reason certain things are called commitments. You commit your time and effort into them. If you have no intention of seeing something through to the end, why start it in the first place?

And for christ’s sake, enough of your arsonous tendencies. How many times have you burned your hands because you were stupidly playing with fire? Sooner or later you will end up burning not just your hands, but other people’s properties as well. So enough. Leave the matches alone.

The superego rarely speaks, so this afternoon, I let her.

Live and Learn

I came home in the morning and everything was gone, oh what have I done?
I dropped dead in the hallway, cursing the dawn.
Oh come on sun, why must I burn?
I’m just trying to learn.

I stared into the light to kill some of my pain.
It was all in vain cause no senses remain
but an ache in my body and regret on my mind.
But I’ll be fine.

Cause I live and I learn. Yes I live and I learn.
If you live you will learn. I live and I learn.

Got kicked in the head so I started a fight.
Cause I knew I was right but I learned I was wrong.
I remember a slaughter. I remember I fought for the money I brought.
I got blistered and burned. And lost what I earned.

But I live and I learn. Yes I live and I learn.

I got, I got it now.
She’s got, she’s got it now.

I came to on a corner with some help from a man.
And goddamn I don’t seem to have learned
that a lady in need is guilty indeed.
So I paid and got laid in return.
And I don’t know what I’ve learned.

Well you get what you give. And hell yes I lived.
But if you live as you learn, I don’t think I can learn
Oh with the sun in my eyes, surprise, I’m living a life
But I don’t seem to learn. No I don’t think I can learn.

The Cardigans

One less reason for excitement

Despite everything, it’s going to be a lonelier place without you.

:(

The lady wants to know

She wants to know the reason, got to know the reason why
this man has got to go, this man is always leaving, how he hates to say goodbye.
But what she doesn’t know is there really is no reason, really is no reason why.